Lillysheart81

We are watching a film. Laying on our stomachs, side by side. Our eye become teary during a touching scene. Feeling a connection Needing comfort I lay my cheek on your forearm. Your skin is soothingly warm The smell of you, enticing. It feels so good and so perfectly right. Upon waking I bask in the glow of the sweet dream. Later sadness comes Knowing it will never be more than that.

The intense inferno of our passion died two years ago. Despite the marching on of days, hours, and minutes, I still mourn it's demise during the cold soul of winter. You slide back into my mind and I feel that I am in hell once more. The hell of intuition, knowing it is unraveling but desperately trying to patch us back together. We were never the same, then you ripped apart from me forever. I was left with a question that you answered in silence. I am still asking myself the greatest question, why?

I cannot exactly recall Many of the words I’ve said to you Most of them were beautiful Sparkling and glowing Coming from deep within my essence Some words were hideous, ugly, and violent Coming from a place of hurt and desperation None of those words matter now I have gotten my wish Time has unraveled our love together Erased the majority of my memories of us Thoughts I so ferociously clung to All that I can remember Is your name How much I loved you And how deeply it cut When you left my world without a goodbye

Please come to me love Meet my gaze Hug me, kiss me Hold me close When you enter Sweet and slow God I love you Fade my world away Leaving only yourself My heart, how it feels Incredible and complete Would you be happy To share this love with me?

The tears flow once again In the winter chill If these tears could turn to snow They would bury my heart Imagining what could be But won’t be. Yet maybe was long ago A time not truly forgotten We remember the love That was implanted eons ago Through many lives it remains Waiting, Hoping, Steadfast Eventually we shall return to what we are Two will become whole again In perfect harmony And brilliant love.